School started. I thought it was going to be pretty fun. Pump some excitement into me. WRONG. T.T i dont get to talk to my gurl as much now cuz we usually talk in the mornings.. and i sit near the teacher in a couple of classes so trying to text is hard.. *hits head on desk* nooo.. paul seemed different today.. he acts differently when hes around other ppl. gives me a cold shoulder and seems like he looks down at me =/ and i found out him and tom went bowling/mini-golfing.. we drove by it before and i said "we should go" "ok!". i guess i wasnt in the we haha.. ahh >.> idk.. school seems like it jest wont be really fun, unless i try really hard to make it fun.. but it feels different then last year, its like i change my hair(longer) and ppl stare a little and talk different. idk. maybe its jest me, its only the first day after all. gotta keep trying!

Im going to set a little goal and see if i can accomplish it. Im going to turn in my first application to walmart/meijers. i should stop being so lazy.. i need to get up and do things, if i jest sit around playing games and watching anime all day im going to think bad things and stuff wont turn out all skippy and happy ^^

i <3 my kow.. shes so perfect.. like.. ahh.. idk.. its so amazing that she likes me, she makes me want to push on and do good in school. im going to try for all As 1st semester! im taking some difficult classes like college english and pre-calc.. but ill try my best! and theres going to be absolutely NO cheating! im done with that. i will do good in school so she can be proud of me ^^ *hug* your the best!

umum.. i forgot what i was going to write here.. ive been watching karin. im trying to watch anime that doesnt have so much.. uh.. "fan service".. if you know what i mean. Karin isnt that bad, kinda is.. they show off her.. thingies a lot and have ppl grab them >.< i would stop watching it, but the story line is so good ;0 and im on the last disc o.o;


If anyone was wondering - Hey, he hasnt submitted anything in a long time. WELL its cuz the trial on SAI ran out, so im kinda jest sitting here.. it cost 50$.. lol.. idk what to do. Maybe ill get a job and buy it ;D i have some pictures to outline/color alrdy. Still gotta draw a couple for some ppl.. (sry that im so slow T.T). but i cant use photoshop elements, so im going to have to wait till i can get SAI =/

well im hungry.. im going to snack on something and do.. something x.x G'Night

<3 my kow! ^^